A Day With Elliott

I admit that at this point I am finding myself rather boring and so today I went to my doctor's appointment and was determined to do something other than be a cancer fucking patient.  Aside from noting that he asshole called me and left me a message early this morning, the day after the day after my birthday party.  I also noted that today I would show up differently for Elliott and went straight to the Walgreens to get my meds and to give thanks for the asshole's insurance.  Did I just say asshole twice.  I am so sorry.  I did say asshole and now I cannot seem to stop.  It is like they say everyone has one right?

Determined as I said to show up in a rather different manner I went then to Trader Joe's and beamed to the orange colored tulips, so bright, so beautiful.  I picked them up and then I put them down.  I looked at them and saw they were only five bucks and hell where would I get those beauties for five dollars?  Oh yes, at Walmart.  Anyway I took a batch of them and added them to a cart full of love and arugula and of course pears for the arugula salad.  It's all good.

When we are determined to show up differently we just do.  When we know we need to show up right we do.  When it is time to show up love we do.  We show up because it is time to show up.  I show up for you and you should show up for me or so it should be but I still have to show up for Elliott and every time I do, I am so very happy.  Wow, show up for you?  Really?  What would life be like if we always showed up for you?  It would be a show of a life that is for sure.

Likely there will be a detective who will show up for me.  He has been calling me about some crazy lady who says I am after her when she is after a heart and she is an old ass bitch with a crush on my former husband.  God bless the creep and god bless every person like her because they show up and then we need to look at how we really show up.  Freedom of speech, really?  Not if you are dissing a white lady from Winnetka who inherited her mom's ugly little home.  OMG.  Not a pretty sight either way.  But still these folks show up as they do to teach us and to be our teachers.  Let them show up for you because frankly they cannot show up for themselves.

I love my show up side.  I like my show off side.  I like it when Eliott shows up and shows off.  I like when Betty shows up too and Becky Sue and Susie Q.  I just like it.  Let's all show up for everyone else and ourselves so that we can be a show stopping society that shows up and gives it all up.  I show up for Elliott and you show up for Bob.  I show up for me and you show up for you.  I know it sounds easy and if it were that easy we would not be in the pickle we are often times in because we don't show up.  Loving the wind is showing up.  Loving the sun is showing up.  Loving the laundry is showing up.  Loving to iron my shirt is showing up.  Show up for everything because everything matters and every time you show up for everything it makes matters better.

Love
Coach Elliott








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