Kiss of Life

Last night was rough as have a few nights now.  My anxiety level rises each night and I am unsure as to why.  I have a doctor's appointment on March 10 which is right around the corner and I will get the news of how much radiation I will need.  I have been told that I will have it so that is not a mystery but I think that my spirit is still asking to embrace it while my mind is saying "this is it dude".  God then overrides the sassy voice calling me of all things "dude".  My husband hates that word and I have to say it kind of does not resonate for a sixty year old man like me.  LMAO.  OMG.  and all that FB lingo.  I am up now the sun beaming into our home and I am alive.  I think that I will simply say yes to today and not think about whether tonight will be a good night sleep or not.  That is the beauty of my life that I can chose some things and that I have to embrace others, sooner than later.  For now I have been given the "kiss of life".

I will be on my second cup of coffee and the time has flown by me having gotten up at 8:15.  I don't mind having more coffee but I have to get some food into my skinny ass.  After all I only weigh 150 pounds and I need to be at about 175 too look like I am full grown at six feet tall.  I must admit that gaining a few pounds since the start of my journey is a blessing and that I need not complain.  After all the glass is almost full, maybe like two thirds full.  Life is good.

As the music plays on my Pandora "Basia" station I get this urge to dance like Fred did with Ginger in the movies but there is not girl here with a long chiffon dress.  Oh wait, maybe I can get my own dress.  Kidding.  Music heals me and I recommend it to others all the time.  I know that music just fills me up with emotion.  I enjoy it and it's a part of my process today.  I can escape into the music and the lyrics.  Nothing better.

So right now I want to take the attitude of kissing life.  Not just living it  but kissing it.  Seeing the kiss of life and running towards it for today.  Letting life kiss me and hoping it will kiss you too.  As you read this ask yourself what about your life deserves a kiss, an application of compassion or an application of nurturing?  Ask yourself how you can best manifest that right now and all  day today.  That is my plan for today and I wish you all the best you can be.  Kiss your life.






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