This Mission

As I mentioned before I am reading "Change Your Thoughts Change Your Life" by Wayne Dyer.  It is  based on the ancient Chinese wisdom verses going back to 200 years ago.  He introduces each one and interprets each one impeccably and so that one can understand them.  They are the verses of what is referred to as the Tao which in my own way of thinking is God.  One of the verses he brings forward is focused on allowing life to flow and this is one of the quotes from page 210: " Imagine being able to enter where no space appears to be available, and to move slowly, speaking seldom and allowing your self to be harmoniously intact a you seek a lower , less noisy and noticeable place where all others desire to come to you.  This is the watercourse way.  There's value in the non action of being able to flow like water, naturally and effortlessly.

During my time here I have come to know that I must allow myself to flow and move along without making major effort, just to naturally flow and let myself be where I am.  It is more than surrendering it is turning it all over: mind, body, spirit, your entire being.  I don't think I would make it through this journey if I did not allow myself to do so with ease and grace.  Every day is a new day and every day I come closer to knowing what I don't know and being comfortable with that.  I don't have to know what is next and I don't have to control the outcome of my life.  I will be what it is if I just live my life completely and spontaneously.  I don't need to control it and each day becomes an easier decision for me not to.  I don't want to and now more than ever I don't have to.  I can let God, goddess, spirit, source take the steering wheel.  I know that if I do I will arrive at where I need to be, was meant to go and I will arrive in tact and whole.  

I am also noting that I don't want to or need to draw attention to myself.  I don't want or need to brag or share my story but rather spend my time living my story.  I don't have to try to draw any ones feelings, opinions or stories either.  I can just be where I am and if that person comes along to share their thoughts with me then I can be honoured and listen without giving advise and without having an opinion.  I can just hold the space and be loving.  So much of my life has been about trying to control something or someone and it has frankly been exhausting.  I feel liberated to let that go now at a time when Source is asking me to place the mirror on myself and to do what I need to do to heal at the very core of my being. 

This book is not an accident and I asked to be guided to it when I entered the place where I bought it. I not only received what I needed I got it right on the nail.  I am reading the book that I needed to read and needed to hear.  I am receiving all the messages that it has for me and it has created a basis for my acceptance of where I am at in my life.  My spiritual advisor asked me a question I may have shared before.  It was: "Will you be OK if you are healed and you are not cured?" I only had to think for a moment about what she meant and responded with a resounding YES.  In the end what I know is that my healing will be what it is and that maybe it will just be spiritual.  I am willing to take that journey and allow whatever needs to happen, doing my best to consume what is good for me spiritually, physically and emotionally.  That healing will occur when I surrender and flow into God's 
promise.  










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