The Anna Nicoles In Life 2
Anna Nicole Smith was a super model for Guess jeans for five years and a playboy model. Her fame brought back the idea that beauty could be a size 12 or 14. She was a cruvy woman who like Madonna recreated Marilyn Monroe into the current century. Anna Nicole had breast enlargements and did all she could to be sexy and in her eyes a better version than the one she could accept. Eventually she became addicted to prescription drugs and eventually died of an overdose of these same drugs prescribed for pain and depression. She, like Marilyn Monroe died very young and to some people's horror she died around several people who were unable to figure it out and help her. Each of them knew that Anna was addicted to drugs but none of them could stop her death.
Marilyn Monroe was an actress who died with the same drug that Anna Nciole died of. Unlike Anna Marilyn made a lot less money than the two million dollars Nicole made in her first years with Guess and Playboy. Marilyn was used by the Kennedy brothers who were both having sex with her according to some historians and writers. Marilyn was controlled by a system in Hollywood that was led by males who likely felt that she was just a sexy woman who was worthy of being in films because of her looks. Even though many don't know that Marilyn started her own production company. She was definately not the dumb blond that Hollywood depicted her as in the movies. She was a beautiful woman. She was a lovely person who was insecure like millions of others on this earth. It did not help that men took advanatage of her in an era where woman were like property for men. Sadly Marilyn is not with us but she will never die in the hearts of those of us who believe she was a good person who was actually quite smart and those women who know that being a size 14 is pretty much standard and normal. Marilyn helped us understand that women were allowed to be larger and still be beautiful.
Anna became a "train wreck" as they referred to her in the show "The Last 24 Hours". It really just meant that she was addicted to drugs and that she was often times loopy and starry eyed. Her reality show became boring because she was always high on something and it was obvious. In the meantime no one really cared that she was killing herself slowly. It is amazing to me that she was allowed to die while many stood by but I also understand that this is often the case with famous people like her and Michael Jackson. We are so accustomed to these things happening to famous people that we are likely as quilty as the people who stood by and watched her kill herself.
It is a shame that my own sister died by a self inflicted gun shot to her head. She went to a hotel and she shot herself in the head because the man that she loved constantly bullied and insulted her. She was in a very abusive relationship and she allowed it to make her feel unloved forever. She thought she had no choice but to end her life. She too was another Nicole and like her she felt herself unworthy of living and I will never forget the song that says: "I could of told you Vincent that life was not for someone as beautiful as you". My sister was a generous and loving person who did not deserve to be abused and she did not feel like she could live any longer. Life was not for someone like her that was so fair and so kind to everyone she met.
The lesson that we learn from these women is clear. You can only go so long feeling as though you are not worthy of life. You can only go so long allowing others to use you and to abuse you. One can only go so long hating yourself before you end your beautiful God given life. We must remember that nothing and no one is worth it. No one is worth dying for. Everything in our life reminds us that we are worthy if we only open our hearts and we listen to the spiritual messages around us. We must learn from Marilyn, Anna and my sister Dora. We must learn that there will be abusers and users and to identify our demons. Otherwise we will end up like these women who could have learned to love themselves to life.
Marilyn Monroe was an actress who died with the same drug that Anna Nciole died of. Unlike Anna Marilyn made a lot less money than the two million dollars Nicole made in her first years with Guess and Playboy. Marilyn was used by the Kennedy brothers who were both having sex with her according to some historians and writers. Marilyn was controlled by a system in Hollywood that was led by males who likely felt that she was just a sexy woman who was worthy of being in films because of her looks. Even though many don't know that Marilyn started her own production company. She was definately not the dumb blond that Hollywood depicted her as in the movies. She was a beautiful woman. She was a lovely person who was insecure like millions of others on this earth. It did not help that men took advanatage of her in an era where woman were like property for men. Sadly Marilyn is not with us but she will never die in the hearts of those of us who believe she was a good person who was actually quite smart and those women who know that being a size 14 is pretty much standard and normal. Marilyn helped us understand that women were allowed to be larger and still be beautiful.
Anna became a "train wreck" as they referred to her in the show "The Last 24 Hours". It really just meant that she was addicted to drugs and that she was often times loopy and starry eyed. Her reality show became boring because she was always high on something and it was obvious. In the meantime no one really cared that she was killing herself slowly. It is amazing to me that she was allowed to die while many stood by but I also understand that this is often the case with famous people like her and Michael Jackson. We are so accustomed to these things happening to famous people that we are likely as quilty as the people who stood by and watched her kill herself.
It is a shame that my own sister died by a self inflicted gun shot to her head. She went to a hotel and she shot herself in the head because the man that she loved constantly bullied and insulted her. She was in a very abusive relationship and she allowed it to make her feel unloved forever. She thought she had no choice but to end her life. She too was another Nicole and like her she felt herself unworthy of living and I will never forget the song that says: "I could of told you Vincent that life was not for someone as beautiful as you". My sister was a generous and loving person who did not deserve to be abused and she did not feel like she could live any longer. Life was not for someone like her that was so fair and so kind to everyone she met.
The lesson that we learn from these women is clear. You can only go so long feeling as though you are not worthy of life. You can only go so long allowing others to use you and to abuse you. One can only go so long hating yourself before you end your beautiful God given life. We must remember that nothing and no one is worth it. No one is worth dying for. Everything in our life reminds us that we are worthy if we only open our hearts and we listen to the spiritual messages around us. We must learn from Marilyn, Anna and my sister Dora. We must learn that there will be abusers and users and to identify our demons. Otherwise we will end up like these women who could have learned to love themselves to life.
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