Poems of Survival

The Day My Heart Sang

The day my heart sang I believed the truth,
when a doctor only believed in facts.

The day that my heart sang I received the news,
that my life would never ever be the same again.

The day my heart sang I cried a million tears,
alone on the bathroom while I bled onto the floor.

The day that my heart sang I decided that my faith,
would be the one thing that would save me.

The day my heart sang, I occupied a bathtub,
I called out but that person was not there.

The day my heart sang I started to understand,
that I could make it without anyone sitting next to me.

The day my heart sang I completely gave in,
to the spirit source that brought me here.

The day my heart sang I danced with my friend,
and then I knew my heart was singing because there was a beat.

The day that my heart starting singing I was freed,
of  all the pain that made me think that I'd not sing again.

Elliott Maximo Collazo Gonzalez

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