Sundays

On Sundays my brother and sometimes his wife come to visit me and nurture me with food.  Today was a great day with beans, chicken and rice wraps that were delicious. Every time my brother comes by he fixes something for me.  My sister in law took the garbage bins to the curb for picking up tomorrow.  Sundays I get excited that I will get a visit from them and that I will spend time with them.  This time my brother took a short nap on the sofa while music played and I caught up with my sister in law.  We talk about everything from the recent politcal move my president Obama to our kids and relationships.  Every time we get together there is no absence of things to talk about and it is an enjoyable and happy time.  This time she drove up on her own and my brother drove up on his own.  I know that for both of them it's a long drive and it's a loving sacrafice.  Something they do out of love for me.

Tomorrow is the day that I get a PET scan, a complete scan of my body to ensure that the cancer hasn't spread I will say because I am hopeful and want to look at it as a positive outcome.  I am hopeful that the cancer has not spread any more because God is taking care of me and I am full of healthy cells.  I get up at four am and on the road by 5am to be at the hospital at 6am and ready to be scanned by 6:15am.  I am lifiting myself to God and asking for his salvation and for his compassion for me.  I will go with the intention that I am going to be healthy and whole and that the results will be that I am complete, no more chemo neccessary.  No more radiation either.  With the prayers raised up by my friends and family I know that all will be well with me.  This is my  vision for myself.

And so I am sending this energy out to all of you and ask that there be a collective prayer not just for me but for all of the people out there that are suffering from any emotional or physical illness.  I send out the energy for others like me to hold the intention that they will overcome their health issue and that they will live happily and be loved.  Thank you to all of you who have been holding me in prayer and loving me through this jounrey of mine.  Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
elliott collazo

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